To be or not to be...

So tonight we had this thing after work that most of us went to. We were to go and help encourage women to get check ups and tests run for their health. I felt I needed to go because it was my thing to do to represent my employer. The night was interesting but some spiritual insights it me hard. It was hard to be with everyone who was drinking and not just drinking but chugging. I couldn't help but stand there and feel like an outcast. I could feel and see the looks of why isn't she kicking back and letting loose. Don't get me wrong I had fun and let my humor come out. I just wish that they could realize that the reason I'm not getting drunk is because I represent something more than me and I want to obey. God set up things to protect us not limit us. To them I'm just "a good church going girl who is saving herself for her special husband" I quote that because I've heard it said. Oh how I wish that these women cared about Christ. I'm glad that the see a difference. I will continue to pray for them. They are all wonderful caring women who would do anything for me but I just want them to see Christ as their true Savior. Another thing is we were giving out pamphlets about our clinic...which I think is great. People need to know about what is out there for them. Oh and I need to add I do work with some really great doctors...if you need a OB-GYN let me know. Anyway it was weird seeing people get excited about getting a possible new patient when I'm used to seeing people getting excited about a family that takes a gospel track and seeing them seeing the understanding of Christ. Don't get me wrong I'm glad people get excited and I'm not being critical I'm just seeing worldly things and God is using them to stir somethings inside of me. I'm just saying to be or not to be....a person who is willing to give up there's to be what God wants instead. It's not the popular thing but it's the right thing.

First thoughts

Wow! So I've never kept a blog before but I thought it might be good! I'm not sure what to exactly blog or write but I know over time a lot will come. I'm just super excited about what God is doing in my heart right now. I don't think I can explain...it's just a deeper walk with Christ and learning to hear his voice more and more. I have listened to only mine for so long...without even realizing I wasn't listening to God. I'm thankful for his patience and love for me and everyone on earth.